Just Deal With It, Bitch

Once, I was the girl who used to believe in myself more than anything else. I believe that I deserved the best treatments. I deserved the finest dining. I deserved the prettiest outfits. Now that I am an adult, those were just a blurr in the past

As the time flies, as I grew older, as I met more people, life taught me lots.
Living on this earth is not ALL ABOUT YOU. Even though, you know, they say when you're falling for someone, your world is all about him/her. So I guess I got the wrong concept. I was too much about somebody else that I forgot I got blood circulating in my body. I got systems to ensure that every oxygen I inhaled were processed correctly.
Too Much of Something Isn't Good, guys / girls

I was once an in-control freak. In appropriate way, let me say I was the girl who expect things to go the way I imagined them. But now that I've been on the harder part of life, I'm not more than a girl who's giving up. 

I'd love things to go just how IT WANNA go. I don't give a damn. We can always said it was 'TAKDIR' kan? Dah, malas fikir lagi. Call it what you want. Karma? Takdir? Qada' & Qadar?

But if it's karma, I never hurt anybody before, not anyone without bad intention towards me, AT LEAST.

And for family & friends, I'm sorry for those days. I was just tired. Really. 

Being the one who had to be 'THE EAR' for everyone, is not easy. 

Especially when your cat is the only living creature closest to you and it don't know how to tell you

Never Give Up! / I'm here for you, Be Strong!

I'm so sorry people. This has been an emotional post from the top. Will make up for this in the next post.

For now, JUST DEAL WITH IT, BITCH! (ɔˆ³(ˆ⌣ˆc)