1st December

It's the last month of the year.

I started this month with a bad news. Or maybe the hikmah will come later.

I is sad. I is veri sad.

My fear for years, is finally here.

I'm a bad hamba Allah. I shouldn't be complaining because I know Allah chose me because he missed me, missed my rants on the sajadah.

Thank you very much for your concrete support ayah. And Ibu. And Bell. And Nabby. And sisters.

Basically everyone who knew it today, were giving so much support. They didnt look at me with that gaze of "Habislah perempuan. Nak mati dah engkau."

Syukur, Alhamdulillah.

Tapi...... my very first operation :(


May Allah ease everything...